It's the things you say that make me happy

NEW MOON IS AS BEAUTIFUL AS IT SOUNDS

It's true! Gatecrashers suck man. Stupid Eugene and Yiliang. No luh, they're okay we actually had a great time. They say that it isn't nice, but I think it is.

And Xin Ying is helping me so much. I love her I love her I love her. (:

Sorry for super short post, dunno what else to write.

I'm sorry to say but the world is coming to an end.

2012 is the number of the day.

Yesterday's outing was like the most retarded outing I have ever had with a guy. Why- because we did nothing. Okay we did something, we went for a movie. But after that we just SLACKED. (: Our forte.

2012 was the bomb. Awesome graphics, touching dialogue,,, ridiculous plot. Here's what the synopsis says. "The world is coming to an end.... ... ... This movie tells the story of its survivors"

LIKE WTF?

The world is ending my friend. No-one is supposed to survive. But the movie was unexpectedly okay. Cinema was cold like some mother, even with a sweater on I was shivering like there was no tomorrow. (Ironic that I should say that. The world is going to end) But okay dad and Anders I admit it was nice. Well now I want to watch New Moon cos Taylor Lautner is so damn hawt. Seriously he looks so good without his shirt. My gosh my gosh my gosh. Okay Robert Pattinson is hot too but dude get a smucking tan.

Okay I'll end here I am falling asleep waiting for my letter (Jermain, hint hint send the damn thing over before I tip myself off a building). Just to leave you with this- if the world is going to end like in 2012 I am scared smucking shitless. Seriously.

Running from myself until you gave me a reason for standing still.

There is something strange about someone I know very well. If I disclose her identity, I might as well go jump off a building, so you get my drift.

The thing is: I don't know what her smucking problem is. What the hell does she want with me? I'm so very nice to everyone, trying to help them to the best of my ability and here she thinks I can fucking infer what she's trying to tell me. Hello? Inferences don't always get interpreted correctly, do you even know what kind of message you're sending me? Conflicted! Merde.

Merde merde merde is all I can and want to say my god she is pissing me off. You got a problem? SAY IT IN MY FACE STOP MAKING US INFER I DON'T GIVE A SHITE ABOUT WHAT YOU'RE TRYING TO PUT ACROSS JUST TELL ME DAMMIT.

Uh.

Love is the four-letter word

I'd like to wish the following people BON VOYAGE DON'T MISS ME TOO MUCH. I love you all muacks muacks muacks.

Ignatius: flying off to USA wednesday

Wei Ning: flying off to Japan dunno when

Jermain: flying off to China TONIGHT IN 6 HRS

Well okay, having said that I hope you guys have a good flight and DON'T MISS ME TOO MUCH I KNOW YOU WILL HAHAHAH XOXO. I, however, am practically grounded in singapore cos I have two dogs and a terrapin whose water only I apparently know how to change, (Dad, you made the algae problem worse, I fixed it) and a ton of homework so leaving the country is a bit of a problem now.

And I have EDS camp. Oh wow. Seriously we planned like dogs for this thing it had better work. Wish us luck, criss-crossing our fingers behind our backs now, cross my heart and hope to die.

XOXO

I think I think I love you I think I love you a lot

4 words: KORRRREEEAAAA IS SMUCKINGGG AWESOMMMEEEEEE

Okay, 4 very distorted wrong words, but yeah you get my drift. (:

Cold, windy but damn fun, I love korea so much I cannot describe it in words only in pictures and in my memory but hell you'll never get to see my memory so I'm gonna shut up. Phew. What a trip, what a trip.

I revived what was called an affection but I think this one runs a bit deep. A bit too deep. A tiny bit too deep so much so that it runs in my veins and eats me up from inside and rips my soul to shreds until I can't even see the wisps of what's left of it. Ohmy another run-on sentence, Mdm Rai is going to killllll me. I don't think it's so simple as just simple an affection and nothing more, I think this is an affection and a lot of things more.

I call this rambling. It's called fishing from the word pool and getting smucking carried away. But hey, in Seoul the wind blows so hard my face could fly off. But it was fun. That's all I can say, fun fun fun fun fun fun fun. You get the extent of it I hope.

One thing: I'm glad I still have my virginity haha.

KAI WEN LOVES TAE MIN HAHAHAHAHA.

Last night could only be described in a single word: shagged. Completely and totally. I was so tired I felt like flopping on the floor like a dead fish, with my dog, the furry thing and my bed and sleep sleep sleep away. My god sleep is so forbidden the thought of it is almost orgasmic. Ayes.

Awake now, back to life.

Stop shouting I can hear you from inside out

I know that did not make any sense at all.

SS SUCKS LIKE SOME FRIGGIN SHIT. Ohmgosh I cannot cannot do it I cannot do it. It's so ridiculous, screaming 'Globalization requires exploitation. DYA EYA.' like some ninny all black and blue. This is one of those days where I want to bludgeon the person who first mouthed the words SOCIAL STUDIES in the ears of some bloody government official who was stupid enough to implement it. And I cannot do this bloody question and agree without reaching inside of me into the very depths of my soul and giving my conscience one very tight slap. Enough said.

It it officially 4.43 pm. Another 2 hours and I'll be off to the shower, ready to dress up and GO TO KOORRREEEEAAAAAA!!!!!!

Shriek isn't that going to be such a blast! I was just blog hopping and came across some pretty cool blogs, and of course picking up some really dead ones. Here's a summary of all of them in three words.

Yi Qian my brother: Dead and gone

Angelica my lovely wedded wife: Nice, recently updated

Marcus Chua Hon Wei: Super self-centered (in a good way and I know that is not 3 words)

Kah Bing pretty donkey: Very very updated

Yap Wen Cong: Billie Jean lover

Iris: Damn classic I-like! (3 and a half, pardon me)

Bill Kaulitz & Tokio Hotel ftw!

Brian Molko & Placebo ftw!

Pete Wentz & Fallout Boy ftw!

M Shadows & Avenged Sevenfold ftw!

Corey Taylor & Slipknot ftw ftw ftw I am a maggot and I am proud of it!

I love love

HB KOP

Wahey!

Lols oops that sounded so stupid. Anyyway it was KOP's birthday almost two days ago, and hopefully he had a good one.

SMP is driving me up the wall, okay well I know that it is important to finish what I started and to uphold my moral integrity and not let my mentor down and and and a whole load of other stuff, it is also important that i keep my sanity. How the hell do you want me to reform the goddamn research paper? I'm not gonna name names but this is it I tell you.

Giving uo

I'm giving up. Officially. For real. I'm letting my heart go wild and I'm giving up. You can do what you want. I don't care.

Previously all I wanted was for you to see. But that's about it. Glad that's over.

Damn. My heart is bleeding.

Influenza like illness

OH MY GOODNESS never did I think that for once in my life I would have to take TAMIFLU. Like so wth right?
If you really must pin the blame on someone then that someone must be my brother. He wasd the one who got it first.
Though it is safe to say that I could have caught the flu from a wholly lot of factors, the cheif and the principle one
is through contact. Hey, you never know when you're gonna get it! Which is damn lame btw...

So here I am blogging on what is supposed to be a school day, where the only difference is that I am SICK, and (this doesn't sound new)
COUGHING MYSELF TO DEATH. I know, this sentence appeared on my facebook profile once before when I caught the stupid flu from a certain
person in class. You know who it is. Don't be alarmed, I haven't got H1N1, or so I think. But whatever it is I SURE AS HELL
HOPE THAT I HAVEN'T GOT IT COS I WOULD DIE. Yes you heard that right, the mere thought is so scary that I'm afraid that I would die.

Sitting here in the sweltering heat in a ridiculous attempt to make myself perspire, I am trying to bring my temperature down in order to calm myself a bit more. Although i will admit that my bodily temperature has always been rather high, which goes undisputed (you can ask Jonathan, my separated-by-occasionally-15-cm-and-sometines-1-m deskmate, yesterday my temperature shot up to almost 39.5, which scares me a hell lot, as would anyone else.

I think I need to drink water now.

Be black man, that's what they tell you. (:
Actually that's quite true, cos black is NICE. (:

THAT WAS RANDOM

i love love love coke cokecoke and and and I'm I'm I'm HIGH HIGH HIGH

wl like on drugs man. (:
but I'm not, swear.

I did wel for exams!!
and it's the holidays that are not holidays!

No comment please

I am dying. officially. really.

I FAILED MY SOCIAL STUDIES. CAN YOU DIG IT?
Actually, I can't. cos I almost fainted from shock today when I got my paper.
Like a scene from a horror movie. Really, I don't think i can take exam stress much longer. goodbye world!

Not really. I love the world too much. and my friends and 'family' are virtually there, they'll support me. I hope....

I feel like a roller coaster, somethimes up sometimes down. I'm so going nuts.
here's the lowdown so far:
SS: 20/45

Physics: 83/100

chemistry: 74/100

english:
1.letter:15/30
a.TF AHAH 2.5/10 [damn joke man, laughed my head off when I saw this]
b.language: 12.5/20
2.compo: 20/30
3. compre: 13/25
4. summary: 14.5/25

chinese:
paper2: 84/100
paper 1 letter: 14.5/20
paper 1 compo: 32.5/50

a maths: 76/80

more to come...
and i'm panicking for the rest already.
oh my god.

Random encounter

lols, dunno why, but I'm feeling damn random today. actually, it's a start. today seems to the the first day I don't feel bored while doing my history homework. usuallu I'd be wandering around in some othere place after just 5 minutes of writing, but today everything went well. maybe it's cos of yesterday.

YESTERDAY:
haha, last night, I passed my progress report to my parents to sign. What happened next was hurtful, but somewhat grotesquely laughable. Instead of looking at the grades, ave. marks and signing, my dad, for the first time, ACTUALLY COMPARED MY MARKS AGAINST THE HIGHEST MARK THERE! Can you believe it? lols, I can't myself. Then it seemed like the sky was falling and crashing down around me cos he said " you know that you are a full 20% behind the highest mark for most of your subjects right?" OH MY GOOSH MY HEAD WAS SPINNING. Then, I thought of something really random: FUCK THAT FELLA. SIGN THE BLOODY PAPER.

like what the?

Dead blog

DUDE! My blog's not dead! lolsh. hey comeback kid, my life is so freaking crammed with all lots of stuff that I barely have time to breathe, let alone blog. OMGOMG, my progress report is full of A1s, five of them, and my mom is NOT HAPPY. Take that, optimism. but I admit, my physics totall screwed up the whole report. B4!!! can you dig it? never before seen B4. omigosh, I think I'm gonna pass out from shock.

HOLIDAYSHOLIDAYSHOLIDAYS

but NOOOO!. like, what kind of hols when you're sick, you have two days out of five reserved for EDS, syf practise and , yeah, get that right, 10 JOURNALS TO WRITE FOR MR SOON!!!!! don't worry mr, I'll never ever forget you with the whole load of homework you're giving us. so don't need to worry your hair white that We'll all forget you. no way jose, nope, never ever.
haha, went out with primary school friends yesterday, had a hell of a fun time sitting by her poolside and talking crap. hate henry and his stupid flu bug, ruined my bloody hols. yeap, so you noticed, i'm not cramming vulgarities into my posts anymore, i have grown out of it. :) very mature alr, HAHA, yeah right.