Running from myself until you gave me a reason for standing still.

There is something strange about someone I know very well. If I disclose her identity, I might as well go jump off a building, so you get my drift.

The thing is: I don't know what her smucking problem is. What the hell does she want with me? I'm so very nice to everyone, trying to help them to the best of my ability and here she thinks I can fucking infer what she's trying to tell me. Hello? Inferences don't always get interpreted correctly, do you even know what kind of message you're sending me? Conflicted! Merde.

Merde merde merde is all I can and want to say my god she is pissing me off. You got a problem? SAY IT IN MY FACE STOP MAKING US INFER I DON'T GIVE A SHITE ABOUT WHAT YOU'RE TRYING TO PUT ACROSS JUST TELL ME DAMMIT.

Uh.

Love is the four-letter word

I'd like to wish the following people BON VOYAGE DON'T MISS ME TOO MUCH. I love you all muacks muacks muacks.

Ignatius: flying off to USA wednesday

Wei Ning: flying off to Japan dunno when

Jermain: flying off to China TONIGHT IN 6 HRS

Well okay, having said that I hope you guys have a good flight and DON'T MISS ME TOO MUCH I KNOW YOU WILL HAHAHAH XOXO. I, however, am practically grounded in singapore cos I have two dogs and a terrapin whose water only I apparently know how to change, (Dad, you made the algae problem worse, I fixed it) and a ton of homework so leaving the country is a bit of a problem now.

And I have EDS camp. Oh wow. Seriously we planned like dogs for this thing it had better work. Wish us luck, criss-crossing our fingers behind our backs now, cross my heart and hope to die.

XOXO

I think I think I love you I think I love you a lot

4 words: KORRRREEEAAAA IS SMUCKINGGG AWESOMMMEEEEEE

Okay, 4 very distorted wrong words, but yeah you get my drift. (:

Cold, windy but damn fun, I love korea so much I cannot describe it in words only in pictures and in my memory but hell you'll never get to see my memory so I'm gonna shut up. Phew. What a trip, what a trip.

I revived what was called an affection but I think this one runs a bit deep. A bit too deep. A tiny bit too deep so much so that it runs in my veins and eats me up from inside and rips my soul to shreds until I can't even see the wisps of what's left of it. Ohmy another run-on sentence, Mdm Rai is going to killllll me. I don't think it's so simple as just simple an affection and nothing more, I think this is an affection and a lot of things more.

I call this rambling. It's called fishing from the word pool and getting smucking carried away. But hey, in Seoul the wind blows so hard my face could fly off. But it was fun. That's all I can say, fun fun fun fun fun fun fun. You get the extent of it I hope.

One thing: I'm glad I still have my virginity haha.

KAI WEN LOVES TAE MIN HAHAHAHAHA.

Last night could only be described in a single word: shagged. Completely and totally. I was so tired I felt like flopping on the floor like a dead fish, with my dog, the furry thing and my bed and sleep sleep sleep away. My god sleep is so forbidden the thought of it is almost orgasmic. Ayes.

Awake now, back to life.

Stop shouting I can hear you from inside out

I know that did not make any sense at all.

SS SUCKS LIKE SOME FRIGGIN SHIT. Ohmgosh I cannot cannot do it I cannot do it. It's so ridiculous, screaming 'Globalization requires exploitation. DYA EYA.' like some ninny all black and blue. This is one of those days where I want to bludgeon the person who first mouthed the words SOCIAL STUDIES in the ears of some bloody government official who was stupid enough to implement it. And I cannot do this bloody question and agree without reaching inside of me into the very depths of my soul and giving my conscience one very tight slap. Enough said.

It it officially 4.43 pm. Another 2 hours and I'll be off to the shower, ready to dress up and GO TO KOORRREEEEAAAAAA!!!!!!

Shriek isn't that going to be such a blast! I was just blog hopping and came across some pretty cool blogs, and of course picking up some really dead ones. Here's a summary of all of them in three words.

Yi Qian my brother: Dead and gone

Angelica my lovely wedded wife: Nice, recently updated

Marcus Chua Hon Wei: Super self-centered (in a good way and I know that is not 3 words)

Kah Bing pretty donkey: Very very updated

Yap Wen Cong: Billie Jean lover

Iris: Damn classic I-like! (3 and a half, pardon me)

Bill Kaulitz & Tokio Hotel ftw!

Brian Molko & Placebo ftw!

Pete Wentz & Fallout Boy ftw!

M Shadows & Avenged Sevenfold ftw!

Corey Taylor & Slipknot ftw ftw ftw I am a maggot and I am proud of it!

I love love

HB KOP

Wahey!

Lols oops that sounded so stupid. Anyyway it was KOP's birthday almost two days ago, and hopefully he had a good one.

SMP is driving me up the wall, okay well I know that it is important to finish what I started and to uphold my moral integrity and not let my mentor down and and and a whole load of other stuff, it is also important that i keep my sanity. How the hell do you want me to reform the goddamn research paper? I'm not gonna name names but this is it I tell you.